Sunday, 24 May 2009

hear my cries.

Current mode:- emo-fied.

I really do want to be called to the Bar this year.
I 'm already putting 101% effort in course.

Despite enormous amount of practices and time I spent correcting my mistakes , the question remains if I was doing it rightly. At times, I reckoned. I do admit that the practices and corrections did eventually help me the next time around. But more often than not, my work remains below satisfactory level. Till today, I am awfully frustrated and terribly upset over the failures I encountered. 

Then again, I am aware that we shouldn't dwell in the past but to move on. I am trying my best to do so.But it ain't easy at all. Perhaps, I am being TOO hard on myself ( as claimed by my parents and best friends) but I came to this point that I personally claim it as  " THE DESPERATE STAGE"- a stage where I will push myself beyond limits to excel in my studies. 

In God's mercy, I will be even stronger and I will excel. Soon, I will be legally qualified. 

I can do it and I will make my parents proud.
:.:.:


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